more of what i want!
ok...well..i havent writen in a while!
but hey...thats ok!
no big!
there isnt too much that is going on!
besides being on break from school, and working my ass off!
im totaly fine, and A.O.K.!!
yea...not that long ago though i got out of a bad relationship!
and im happy im free...but im just really looking for that one guy that lives close to me, and is everything i described....wont have a problem with the fact that i have guy friends, i am very open, and joke around...
with me...there is a difference between guy FRIENDS and BOYFRIENDS!
i might hang out with guy FRIENDS...but my BOYFIREND will always be on my mind...i would try to spend as much time as possible with my BOYFRIEND....but still like to hang out with my guy FIRENDS!!!
basicly my BOYFRIEND would get all the extra special attention...my guy FRIENDS...and just FRIENDS! nothing more!
they are more like brothers than anything else!
but yea...
i cant handle extreme jealousy in a guy either!
and i wont change any part of me for a guy...i figure! this is me...take it or leave it...cause im not changing for anyone but me! so learn to live with it if you want to be with me...as i would do the same for you...and if it just isnt right, or you cant accept me for who i am...then dont waste my time, move on!

